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I feel like I should write this down. Mostly because even though I haven't slept at all in the last 36 hours when I did try to sleep I couldn't think about anything but how alone I am. I have a cat usually, she's a mini calico with perfect white mittens, I named her Punkin Patch. Earlier my mom, my sister, and I left to go get somethings real quick and we came back and we had forgot to shut the window before we left, the screen wasn't secure, and they pushed their way out.

All three of them got out, but we were able to get Friday and Spooky back. I tried to get my cat and she just kept running around and then she bolted away in an unlit part of the neighborhood I live in. I started to look around for her, and I called out her name, and kept saying 'Treaties' which is a word we use to get our cats to come to us, because they think they're getting special food. I haven't seen her in hours. I keep checking outside the doors and windows in case she came back but she hasn't.

I just got really sad when I sad when I tried to fall asleep, because now all of her toys and food, and her box are in my room. I just have the awful feeling I wont see her again because one of my neighbors likes to talk about how if he ever sees stray cats he would shoot them. And almost everyone around here owns a dog, but dog barks scare my cat-I think she has mild anxiety issues from being abandoned as a kitten-so she might not want to come back into the area because of the dogs.

I also got really sad because I have this really big bed and I just wish I had someone to hold, or someone who would hold me, and tell me my cat will be back in the morning, she'll find her way back, and I wont have to worry about kitty pancakes or these back woods idiots shooting her, or the dogs eating her. I've never actually had a boyfriend before. I think it's because they're scared of me. Either way I just don't have anyone now, I can't even be a lonely cat person anymore because my cat's gone. I've been crying for the past twenty minutes.

Oh, no, it's raining now. I hope she found a dry place to sleep. :(

I think I wanted to write this down because, as someone who has Bi-Polar and usually has my switch flipped-and jammed-in the most manic setting, I really just don't know how to cope with feeling average or sad.

That was long. Sorry. I'm gong to try to sleep and not cry now.
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: rain

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So. I'm that one person who has so many horrifying thoughts but whenever I try to draw something really scary it would be laughed off because it's either too over the top or my style doesn't seem to allow it's scary-ness to sink in. Woo.

Favourite cartoon character: Can't choose. DON'T MAKE ME CHOOSE!!!

Personal Quote: Welcome to my world, now you must be eliminated!!
Because I have ADHD, when I forget what I was about to say just before I say it I then say: My train of thought derailed...THERE WERE NO SURVIVORS.

I am bonkers, really, not like everyone else who says that they are but they really aren't. As in I used take medication, and I see therapists. So look at my art and shit. :)

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Youtube too, but there is nothing on it.
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diego3099 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014
hahahahahahahahahha  AGK Plays Poptropica www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFhzJr…
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Trahentium Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav ! :D
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DarkySilence Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  New member
HOLY SHIZZLE I FORGOT YOUR BIRTHDAY I AM SO SORRY!
Happy Birthday! ^_^ Haven't been online in awhile so that's why I didn't wish you Very Merry Birthday. Oh, it's WarriorCats0313 but I changed my username and had to delete stuff and yeah.....
:iconhappybirthdayplz:
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insanelyADD Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you. :>
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DarkySilence Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  New member
Hehe. Just felt like I should say something. I kinda felt like a dick. ^_^ I try not to forget people's birthdays or else I feel like I'm the worst person in the world.
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insanelyADD Featured By Owner Jul 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
It's alright. :>
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dewott90 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  New member Student Digital Artist
wow love the art
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insanelyADD Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you. :>
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dewott90 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2014  New member Student Digital Artist
ur welcome
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SummerSky03 Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2014  Student General Artist
Hey there! 
I came back from the dead to wish you a happy birthday!!
So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! :D
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